Sunday 17 March 2019

Questioning myself

Previously, i keep questioning myself about the facts of my destiny and fate.

Why what happened to me happens to me?
I keep asking same question over and over again. I haven't get the answers that could make me feel better than what I've been through. Some people said, things happen for a reason. All happened to provide strength for goodness in future. And they also said that, Things never get any easier, you just getting stronger.

I understand those circumstances and I do believe in the power of Aboves All. The Greatest Above made me, let me go through this journey all by myself because things that been keep for me in future are worth these sort of sacrifice and pain. Only the one holding me is one quest about why me? Why me? Why? Among all of the population in this earth, I've been selected to the kind of test, put under this conditions and had no choice other than stuck like this.

I haven't really find the answer that I am looking into. But, I have something called strength to seek for better and also improvising my knowledge perhaps.